The finiteness of eternity or suicide in instalments?
The words colour are not always found for the black and white of many a life. Despite the renegade nature of the shades, the light allows itself an insight into the dark space, the gap of which is for enlightenment. If the black dazzles the white in its own way, the border shadow fades into eternity. Shaped by the juxtaposition of dots, life [...]
Controversy about unhappiness
The sparkling world is already offered in the nursery: not even able to see yet, dangling things are already hung over the human child's eye without allowing freedom of vision. Does this world need that colourful or wooden banter? does this world need questions? does this world need answers? to what? every self should become or be the best version of itself in order to finally become a fulfilled, [...]
What would life be without THE question?
The willfulness to resist is released by itself, if it does not succeed through intellectual activity. Subject to a constant process of clarification, the events take place on the surface of all those shallow waters whose answers can only be found there. This deep-sea diving, however, involves not only the seemingly insignificant technique but also the complete acceptance of fear, the extent of which [...]
Show your colours
Working with hope is a fulfilling endeavour. Up to a certain point, the realisation of the much-vaunted solution. Until then, it's about pausing, enduring, feeling, letting things die, ... rather than building and starting again. A familiar system in unfamiliar territory - each time from a different angle. But if the expected does not materialise [...]
When words are not enough for self-deception
Any acceptance without vehement questioning is a tribute to fear. To give in, follows the protective turning in one's own circle. Waiting, self-condemnation allows a proper look into the depths, hoping for salvation from others. In this way, the voice moulds itself to what pleases external bondage until the knife's edge breaks. The docility to free [...]
Suicide in instalments
"What's wrong with them?" the voice of a coffee shop employee shouted between her pots and pans to the guest. 'You think nothing of it and then something like this happens! 46 years, 3 children'. If they were to abandon any endeavour to understand such an act, they would come closer to the deed. Disinterest in the other self, [...]
Freedom from matrix envy
'Every exclusion is a path to yourself. While the others play in the meadow of illumination, those who are left to their own devices visibly carry enlightenment within them. The only thing that counts is recognising it. Not in the matrix game of the transient. That departure from it grants a view into a completely new field, unutilised by material influence. Is it [...]
Withdrawal of the self-evident
The mass image is that old grant. Much is taken, to be kept to enrich oneself. If there were an understanding that abundance neither works nor empties, that of giving without expectation and without return would fit into the world of everything overflowing. All too often, this self-evidence serves a frugal effortlessness. The latter also includes the contemplation of emptiness [...]
"Do something!"
"Do something!" I can't say I wouldn't have done anything. Never. I have touched thousands with my words. It is not up to me whether I have succeeded. It's what the other person is able to take. I didn't ask for money for it, even if I couldn't pay some of them. "It is up to [...]
Taking back allowed or even: desired!
Has the world already experienced something like this? Turning away from this world leads to much deeper processes than turning towards and receiving (from whoever or whatever). The question of ESSENCE still remains: What is it that you really want? Beyond all objects and subjects? To dare to see this world [...]
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